"message," "pleaseGodhewon'tcometillI'mgoneaway," 's, whereshesaidsheabsolutelymustgo "tosettlehisaccounts," andwhenMityaaccompaniedheratonce, shesaidgood-bytohimatthegate, makinghimpromisetocomeattwelveo', too, 'sshecouldnotbegoingtoFyodorPavlovitch's, "ifonlyshe'snotlying," .

Hewasthatsortofjealousmanwho, intheabsenceofthebelovedwoman, atonceinventsallsortsofawfulfanciesofwhatmaybehappeningtoher, andhowshemaybebetrayinghim, but, whenshaken, heartbroken, convincedofherfaithlessness, herunsbacktoher; atthefirstglanceatherface, hergay, laughing, affectionateface, herevivesatonce, laysasideallsuspicionandwithjoyfulshameabuseshimselfforhisjealousy.

, hehadsomuchstilltodothatday! Butaloadhadbeenliftedfromhisheart, anyway.

"NowImustonlymakehasteandfindoutfromSmerdyakovwhetheranythinghappenedtherelastnight, whether, byanychance, shewenttoFyodorPavlovitch, ough!" floatedthroughhismind.

Beforehehadtimetoreachhislodging, jealousyhadsurgedupagaininhisrestlessheart.

Jealousy! "Othellowasnotjealous, hewastrustful," ', spying, , , pushedon, ', amanofloftyfeelings, whoseloveispureandfullofself-sacrifice, mayyethideundertables, bribethevilestpeople, andbefamiliarwiththelowestignominyofspyingandeavesdropping.