CHAPTER20
Tongue-tiedbyinexperienceandbyexcessofardor, wooingunwittinglyandawkwardly, , , , saveatmeetingandparting; butthatinhandlingthebicycles, instrappingonthebooksofversetheycarriedintothehills, andinconningthepagesofbookssidebyside, , too, forherhairtobrushhischeek, andforshouldertotouchshoulder, ; whilehedesiredgreatly, whentheytiredofreading, , inthepast, hehadrestedhisheadonmanylaps, and, usually, 'slaphadbeentheeasiestthingintheworlduntilnow, andnowhefoundRuth', inhisreticence, , , whilehe, sensingthegrowingcloseness, longedtodarebutwasafraid.
Oncehedared, oneafternoon, whenhefoundherinthedarkenedlivingroomwithablindingheadache.
"Nothingcandoitanygood," shehadansweredhisinquiries."Andbesides, Idon''tpermitme."
"Icancureit, Ithink, andwithoutdrugs," wasMartin'sanswer."Iamnotsure, ofcourse, butI'', 't."
Scarcelyhadhishandstouchedherheadwhenshesigheddeeply.
"Thatissogood," shesaid.
Shespokeonceagain, halfanhourlater, whensheasked, "Aren'tyoutired?"
Thequestionwasperfunctory, : Lifepouredfromtheendsofhisfingers, drivingthepainbeforeit, orsoitseemedtoher, untilwiththeeasementofpain, shefellasleepandhestoleaway.
Shecalledhimupbytelephonethateveningtothankhim.
"Isleptuntildinner," shesaid."Youcuredmecompletely, , andIdon'tknowhowtothankyou."

